Just added more of those addicting websites to the list on the sidebar in the "Links of Obsession." All of which I've mentioned here and there in several posts, I'm just now getting to updating the sidebar as well as I created another book list.
Just started my "Love Your Tree" journal today. I'm very excited about it. I decided to use a wooden journal that is covered in leaves and and other plant material for my documentation. This same journal was originally used as a Death Journal, in which I never really gotten around to writing aside from a little intro. So now I have made it my bodily love journal. I will document the little things about my body that makes it unique, that I love, and that fascinates me. My body modifications will also be included because they, indeed, are a part of me. I also plan to write down compliments that I receive on my physical self. I will use this as a reminder to recognize and love what I have. Periodically I will post some entries and hopefully inspire others to love their altar.
My mind has been in a different place all day. I can't stop smiling. I can't speak right. I haven't felt this way in a long time. And the worst part of it is that I have to keep reminding myself that I do deserve this.
I'm going to save more posting for tomorrow. Tonight I'm going to try a sleeping aid vitamin that my cousin uses. Both of us are known for our crazy intense dreams that we tend to remember more often than our peers. But on nights where he has difficulty sleeping he will take Puritan's Pride Super Snooze tablet which has a chemical called melatonin which has several reported cases of causing increased vivid dreaming. And just about any time in which my cousin told me about a crazy [usually zombie related] dream he had, I would asked if he took the vitamin which he, indeed, did. Interestingly enough, many psychoactive drugs such as weed and LSD increase melatonin synthesis. So I will report my findings tomorrow. I'm actually looking forward to sleeping, it's early and I'm actually tired. My bedding has been changed to cooler sheets since it's no longer freezing here. So...I can feel the dreams beckoning me right now....I'm off...
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