So one night as I'm trying to go to sleep some show on the Discovery Channel is on and it is featuring moose that are running free and nearly getting hit by cars on the freeway and approaching peoples' houses and what not. I realized that I have a fondness for moose. Not much different for my fondness for Moose Drool, in fact. On top of that a few nights later I realized that there are moose on my bedsheets. Yes, they are nice warm flannel sheets that I use during the winter that have moose on them! It's actually pretty awesome. As a conclusion, I find it safe to say I like the moose.
Speaking of bedsheets. I want this sooooooooooo bad!!!Flip fucking flops. I'll never understand them, nor like them. I cannot wear them because my feet are constantly striving to keep them on. I like shoes that allow my feet to relax. Comfort above all else. Sandals, especially ones with thongs, just don't really provide any comfort for me. I cannot say that I totally hate them because I do like very few of the styles, generally just the artwork. And I do like the way the look on people, just some people. Me, personally, I just stick with Docs and Converse.
I am officially drawn to guys that are particularly hard to read by their facial expressions or lack thereof. I'm mean, every girl likes the mysterious type. That is true, but that aside, I've noticed that a lot of the guys whom I'm drawn to are especially hard to read and only fascinate me even more. I like to get to know them and then grow accustomed to their ways of expression.
As you may possibly can tell from my blog writings that I like to describe random thoughts of my days or even completely random pointless mundane activities or pointless stories of my days. That is how I've always been and I realized that I cannot hold a meaningful relationship or even just a meaningful conversation with someone if they don't care to listen to these things. As I have touched on before, I'm good a making people talk about themselves but I do take notice if they ever allow or care to hear what I have to say about myself. It amazes me that some people are actually that selfish to the point that any shallow to profound conversation can purely be all about them. I honestly don't like people like that. For those that read this blog and don't personally know me, you may not understand how much of this I do because all you read is stuff about myself. This is my release. But in a personal setting with other people I show genuine care and interests in anything and everything of the person whom I am speaking with. I'm not the type of person to necessarily openly talk about myself. In other words, I usually won't upright say something about myself, unless asked or if it is exceedingly relevant. But because I'm often frustrated by others, I am doing better and just talk about myself a bit more. A lot of why I do this is because well as I said I don't like self-centered selfish people and I pretty much live a majority of my life not wanting to be that type of person or coming off as one. Last year really marked a high peak of social annoyances which I just realized has eased considerably. However, it doesn't mean I'm not aware of these social pet peeves, I'm just not as annoyed by them. I could devote an entire separate blog page for all things related to social interaction...hmm, that's actually a good idea. However that would be almost like the book I plan to write about my hard of hearing condition. Condition, I don't like that word in this context.
Well, this got long. I probably won't be posting tomorrow, so this will compensate for that.
We all know I love films but sometimes I don't realize the full extent. Last week in my Women and Social Change class we were learning about women and film as well as documentary film. We were having a discussion and I pretty much was the only one that had a lot to say or anything at all for every question. This made me really see the big picture of my inclination and association with film. The questions we discussed were profound and socially rooted. These are things I think about all the time. Although I do use film as an escape, I don't experience them on a shallow level whatsoever. Usually, my intellectual connection and even questioning of some films aren't similar to those around me. They will point and question things I didn't entirely understand nor put much thought into. However I'll do the same for them. My friends are complementary, I'd say.
Ok, well I'm done. I believe I'm going to go and get my nostril pierced, yet again. Woo!
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