So I just got back from a 6 day vacation in Tennessee only 3 nights ago. I'm overwhelmed with feelings from my trip that I have no cohesion or order to how I want to write about it. I'm unsure if I want to start blabbing, or hand write it, or what have you, all I know for sure is that I must write about it. That is the one job I wanted to force upon myself, I must relive every moment of my trip and write about it. I specifically took everything in deeper than usual, I made sure I heard and remembered all the names of the places I visited, I made sure to take pictures of random things to remind me of my thoughts, I made sure to look at everything, I made sure to delve into my feelings in each moment.
Prior to my trip, as most of my nerves finally wore away, the biggest concern I really had was to hold onto this vacation daze feeling. I arrived back home at night and had planned to go right back to work the next morning, which I deeply regret. I had 3 days left of school and summer would begin. I now just finished the third and final day of work and I need to write about all this before it left my mind and heart. I really wanted to make sure that I wouldn't jump right back into my real life, into the same mundane stresses, emotions, and thoughts. Unfortunately that wasn't so easy, I was depressed my first day back, it was bad but at least I saw my life and others around me in a new light, or a brighter light I should say. I will get into this more when I write about everything, when I do that I will bring back the daze and hold it with me for the next 4 work-free days that I have before I start summer work. I will say that I have a shit ton of things to write about and may not finish it today, but keep a look out over the next few days and it'll be done and published.
UPDATE: I put in about 3 hours of writing about my trip and didn't even break ice yet. I imagine I have 6 to 9 more hours of writing to do. So patience will tell. I'll begin writing some more today.
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