Undone

Dreams of masturbation are really frustrating because I never come. My sexual dreams may be very numerous and intense but I just about never have an orgasm. And I know because that is where the obvious line between my dreams and reality clearly exists. The amusing but not surprising thing is masturbating-dream-me never stops, she will keep going even though sleeping-but-aware-I'm-dreaming-me knows the satisfaction will not present itself. It's like I'm secretly hoping an orgasm will come of it. All in all, I'm not saying an orgasm is everything, all the pleasure you can take from a dream is quite astounding really. So it's human of me to want to push it further.

What is also funny, that there has been countless times where I was having some sort of sexual dream and my alarm clock would wake me up just before anything was about to get really heavy. Now that I don't have a use for my alarm clock, the dreams continue but there's still that prevented ending. It's all interesting.