Reality #2

To dream that you are watching television, represents your mind and its flowing thoughts. The dream reflects how you are receiving, integrating, and expressing your ideas and thoughts. The programs you dream of watching are an objective view of the things that are in your mind.

To see or dream that you are in a wood cabin, indicates that you will succeed via your own means. It suggests that you are self-reliant and independent, yet still remain humble. You prefer the simpler things in life.

If you are not a gambler and dream that you are gambling, denotes that you need to take a chance or let up on yourself. Be a little more spontaneous!

To dream of a kiss, denotes love, affection, tranquility, harmony, and contentment. In particular, if you are dreaming of your first kiss, then it may just be the anticipation of experiencing your actual first kiss. This dream is also symbolic of young love and fresh romance. Perhaps the dream is telling you that you need to inject some more romance into your waking relationship. To see others kissing in your dream, suggest that you are too involved in someone else's personal lives and relationship. You need to give them some space. If the dream ends just about as you are about to kiss someone, then it indicates that you are unsure of how he or she really feels about you. You are looking for some sort of relationship with this person but you are not sure about how to go about achieving it. If you are heterosexual and you dream that you are kissing someone of the same sex, then it represents self-acceptance. You are acknowledging the feminine or masculine side.

To dream that you are French kissing in your dream, suggests that you need to express emotions in a more honest way. Perhaps you need to show more passion or be more open with your sexuality.
To see others French kissing in your dream, indicates that you are entangled in some relationship matter.

To dream that you are having a telephone conversation with someone you know, signifies an issue that you need to confront with that person. This issue may have to do with letting go some part of yourself. If you are put on hold, then the dream is a metaphor for being taken for granted or being unable to freely express yourself.

This dream started out with my being at my house, which apparently we moved. It may have been the same house, but I moved into a new room. I'm unsure exactly, but either way it looked completely different from my actual home. It was in a very large and fancy cabin. I was mostly present in my bedroom so I don't really know what the rest of the place looked like, but I knew that much. My bedroom was quite spacious and without any decorations which is quite the opposite of what my bedroom is in my waking life. The walls were typical cabin wood, light colored carpet, a very large comfortable bed, and a brand new flat screen super wide television. Aside from the excitement of the possibility that we just moved, I got this new T.V. which was really awesome. This is pretty random considering I don't think I've ever dreamt of a T.V. but I can make a connection to why it came up. My dad recently ordered a new T.V. and the one in my dream is very similar to the one at my work. Usually when I dream of being in a new room or having new stuff I get really excited with the things I can do with it and start making renovation plans. So this becomes increasingly disappointing when I wake up because I do enjoy doing those things. The image of the room is vivid in my mind and interestingly didn't have a window and was rather darker than I would like.

Next I was out with a group of friends, all but one don't hold any resemblance to people in my waking life. The only person I recognized was a guy who was a childhood friend, Dan, who's family still lives down the street from me. We grew up together and I see him as I drive by sometimes. This group of friends and I crowded into a car and drove to what resembled exactly a shopping center a few miles from my house. We were in what is really a Chipotle patio, but in the dream it was something else. Whatever it was exactly I don't know, but I was there gambling. There was a table, although I don't know what game I was playing, I just know that I was kicking ass. The funny thing about this is, I've never gambled in my life before. When I was done, I was standing near my friends, and Dan was talking to me. Dan was complimenting me on my gambling skills but then something else personal that I don't recall. I do remember that he repeatedly said that he wish he knew me more or was "like my friends" so he could give me better compliments. I had to tell him that everything he was saying was incredibly nice and he needed not to stress.

I don't really know where we all relocated, but it wasn't far from the "Chipotle Casino". There were a couple girls in this group. One who was rather adamant about dating someone in the group...I really can't describe it. But I just remember that she may have kissed one of the guys or something. Somehow it came to me. She was interested in me. And I was kissing her, unfortunately. Thoughts telling me I should stop were running in my mind as I was doing it, because I knew it would get me in trouble as it usually does [this does refer to my real life]. The reason for this conflict is because I was not actually interested in her, but kissing her obviously would tell her otherwise. I can't really remember the partial drama that ensued afterwards, I have a feeling another girl or two also wanted my attention. I can say this aspect of my dream definitely comes from the two consecutive nights this week of discomforting female attention I was getting.

Sometime between the the gambling and the girls, or even after it all, I remember calling my friend NI and telling him about my gambling skills. The whole time I was gambling I was thinking about him and how I wanted to tell him. I'm pretty sure I saw him in at least a dream today, I know I had multiple dreams. But it's odd that I can't remember it, although I know it happened. This further adds to the interestingness of the fact that I dreamt of him yesterday but couldn't find him at all.

I wake up in such weird mental states lately that I haven't been remembering much of my dreams. Furthermore, I wake up at least two different times throughout the morning and generally around the same time too.

As always, I hope you can stand reading these dream explanations for they are the only posts that I don't care to write in coherent/intelligent/grammatical fashion. This is because it's the easiest way to get out the dream before I forget it, this is how I've always explained or written them down to others for my entire life, and it's far too long to go back and edit. Writing these usually go over a course of at least an hour.

Now I'm gonna get off my ass and go swimming.