It's Not Like We Planned It

Don't mind me as I get a lot of blogging out of my system for the day. I can't deny the level of activity my mind has been under as of late. And it never stops...as my dreams show.

I guess I want to clarify a bit more on this post. I mentioned the dreaming having a lot to do with my life now and the previous post before it. I should have also mentioned the films I watch before sleep last night. The Notebook was on television...damn Mother's day and their film marathons! However, that was the first time I watched The Notebook without crying. But the crying later happened when I watched Prime, which was part of 6 films I spontaneously bought the other night. To feed my movie craze. I haven't watched Prime in several years, therefore I forgot some of the major components of it. And I realized how freakishly similar parts of this film was to my life at the moment. And to further boggle my mind and begin the tears, "Shelter" by Ray LaMontagne begins to play... I recently mentioned this song.
I'd like to further discuss "odd/weird" moments but I am actually going to save that for a separate blog for I do need to start studying for my finals.

And at this point, instead of posting a link like I did, I'll just post it directly. The lyrics:
I guess you don't need it
I guess you don't want me to repeat it
But everything I have to give I'll give to you
It's not like we planned it
You tried to stay, but you could not stand it
To see me shut down slow
as though it was an easy thing to do
Listen when
All of this around us'll fall over
I tell you what we're gonna do
You will shelter me my love
And I will shelter you
I will shelter you
I left you heartbroken, but not until those very words were spoken
Has anybody ever made such a fool out of you
It's hard to believe it
Even as my eyes do see it
The very things that make you live are killing you
Listen when all of this around us'll fall over
I tell you what we're gonna do
You will shelter me my love
I will shelter you
Listen when
All of this around us'll fall over
I tell you what we're gonna do
Hey you will shelter me my love
I will shelter you
If you shelter me too
I will shelter you
I will shelter you