To dream that you are making out with your ex, signifies your acceptance of certain characteristics of your ex. The dream does not necessarily mean that you want to get back together with him or her. Consider what were the things you liked and disliked about him. These are the same qualities that you are finally acknowledging within your own self.
I dreamt various things and of various people. A coworker, my mom and my aunt, two friends, an ex lover, random lesbian couple, and Sparky. The excerpts above are not combined in the ways that you may ordinarily think, but I will not explain any further. There was an intimate thing going on between my friend and I as if it is not an intimate thing at all. Just me naked, hanging out there and it's no big deal, twice. People in and out of the room, people hanging out while it's happening. Wallflowers? Still makes no sense to me. But my coworker and my family and whoever strangers that were trailing along with us were going around town and checking out stores apparently. I believe we were technically in Mesa area, because it is near an airport I have taken my Dad to on a couple occasions and there is a shopping center which has a Sally, in which my coworker and I pointed out. Next to it was a Savers, so we laughed at the possibility of the two only places I've worked at to be right next to each other. We eventually go there and walk into Savers and kind of look around but only near the entrance. I think we are waiting for something. But I see some funky boots across from us and go to put one on and laugh at the hideousness. Then we leave and as we are walking out there is a lesbian couple behind us and I guess at that moment I was trailing behind my group but with my hands around someones waist, it may actually have been my aunt. But I remember thinking enviously of the lesbian couple, as I often am from time to time. It also started to rain right outside of Savers, and only outside of Savers. I can't say I have dreamt of rain before.
To dream that you get wet from the rain, indicates cleansing from your troubles and problems. Rain also symbolizes fertility and renewal.
To see and hear rain falling, symbolizes forgiveness and grace. Falling rain may be a metaphor for tears, crying and sadness.
We are just walking to destinations I am unaware of. I don't know what our goal was. But the only next thing I remember is being with an ex lover, one which I have absolutely no desire to ever see again. We were hanging out, I don't remember what we did but I do remember in the end we were in a bed together, and Sparky was on the bed with us. Sparky was doing exactly what he always does on the bed, he jumps up and cuddles in the spot between your legs that causes you not to be able to move. He tried doing that to the guy and I had to get him and move him closer to me. Ugh, this makes me miss him so much more.
I want to make note that when I describe my dreams in blog, I leave a lot out. I'm pretty much anal about describing details. The blogs only serve as a reminder of main points and not all of which I will mention.
I have been reading more of The Time Traveler's Wife. I went to the library to read for a couple hours before going to work. I completely loss myself in the book. When you completely lose sense of time, lose sense of feeling in your body, lose sense of where you are, and lose sense of who you are exactly. My body feels completely numb when that happens and I absolutely love it. It's like a drug, that escape. This is why I go to theaters. But more often than not, distractions win their way to my mind. But given enough time and the right circumstances, I'll be in my own personal heaven. I can't explain the immense goosebump activity I get from time to time while reading this book. It also made me realize that the last handful of books I have read are all ones in which films are based. The Lovely Bones, Perfume, He's Just Not That Into You, and The Notebook. Just another reiteration of my intense passion for film and literature. The power of visuals and the imagination all together. I love after seeing a film in theater, the almost drowsy even "buzzed" feeling I have and I just don't give a damn about the world around me but am only concerned with that feeling and the thoughts in my head. After losing myself in a book for a bit, I feel utterly poetic and that same kind of in my own world feeling. There have been many times where I will text friends after doing either such thing and my texts may seem simple or strange to friends but in my mind and my intentions are for them the be very deep and meaningful.Count how many times I referred to time in this last paragraph.
Ah, Time Traveler's Wife comes on DVD February 9th. The Lovely Bones to theaters on the 15th of this month. I don't actually work that day, I'm dying to see it.
Heh, I'm already feeling rather poetic.
I especially appreciate The Time Traveler's Wife so far because of the author's research of anthropology and zoology and all its references in the novel. And also, one of the main characters is a librarian and has an enormous passion for books. So in turn these things make me happy.
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