You get me closer to God.
So I think I have finally believed the words of others about myself. Last night I had a conversation with a very nice lady, who I had just met. She told me that I'm quite an individual, that I seem to be very in touch with who I am. I have heard and have been hearing that quite a bit lately. Someone also recently told me that I know what I want, who also had just met me. But for once, to hear it again so soon, from a special girl whom didn't know me much at all, really, finally, enforces that idea. I know, then I had told her that I hear that and I understand the meaning but I don't understand what it is that I do that makes people say that. I don't remember if she had much of an answer to that, but now, I have a new question. Are people really not that in touch with themselves? I feel like I have a whole lot of uncertainty and complexity in my mind and that's why I'm surprised to hear those things. But then again, I've always chose to learn more about myself and expressing my thoughts to others always helps me further gain insight to myself and others as well. But yes, I shall finally understand, and agree, that I do know what I want and I do know who I am. I just have a hard time finding the right words and phrases to properly convey exactly what I think. So maybe that is the uncertainty I speak of. Human language has posed a difficulty or even restriction on my expression. Heh. See, I'm learning as I write this. How fascinating.
And once again, sweet sprouting Scorpioness. I'm quite happy with this.
I want what I want. I want what I want. I want what I want. I want what I want.
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