God Loves Everyone

I'm absolutely tired of writing the word 'Christianity' so much that my hand hurts. This current week was that of Christianity in my online religions class. I wrote my longest response paper yet for the class, it only has to be 1 to 2 pages typed but I had to cut myself short. Since it's not worth writing so much when I'm already getting full credit. Let's just say, I had a lot to say. Next week is my last week, Islam. Then in July will be my forensic anthropology class, which I'm so damn excited for.

In completely other mind ramblings, more and more I come to a more firm realization that women just may be the right people for me to be in relationships with. It has absolutely nothing to do with my experience with men, not one bit. I think that is absurd, so if that is nearly the impression you get, you can erase that from your mind right now. I've put a lot of thought into this and there is nothing that could describe the comfort [that's the best word I can come up with] that I feel near women. Not the comfort that they understand me because we're the same sex and all that blah blah blahs. It's indescribable, utterly a feeling that stems deep within me that has always been there but never understood or analyzed. I can't say I'm a lesbian, for I have not had the experience to back that up. I've always been fine with the term bisexual, and it's something I have absolutely no problem talking about either. Just had to get that out there for I don't think I've wrote about it nearly as much as I think about it, if I have at all. I will add that the idea is so appealing to me and feels almost liberating, in the sense that it just feels right. Fascinating.