6.26.2009

Here I Am

Waiting because I accidentally set my alarm clock an hour earlier than intended. So I got in my car and double checked the time and noticed I was leaving for work an hour early as well. So since I was already driving I decided to get some tacos. Yum.
I'm in such a great mood today, even despite waking up early and the fact that I woke up several times this morning because it's so hot in my room.
Just got a dose of Mike Rowe while eating, haven't watched Dirty Jobs in awhile.
After work today, I'm going to go to the mall and hang out with myself until the film Little Ashes is ready to start playing for me. I'm so excited to see this movie, I'm glad I'm going by myself. For two reasons, I haven't seen a film alone in some time, and I'll be free to drool and glare at Robert Pattinson without having to distract the person near me.
Good things are happening.
Discussing with a friend the new beginnings of starting a business together. She does synthetic dreadlocks and I can get into doing henna for money and hair dying as well. It's pretty exciting.
Transformers came out today, I so badly want to see it. The Proposal is another movie I eagerly want to see. I still need to see Year One too. Bahh! So many movies, so little money and time. I still have to buy my books for my forensic anthropology class which will range between 40ish to 60ish bucks for 2.
I have found myself hanging out at Applebee's more than I would ever imagine even caring to. I've been there twice this week. And every time I've made a new friend or bumped into an old one. It makes sense considering it is in my neighborhood, so I'm bound to see someone I know. It just reminds me that I never hang out on my side of town, I'm always somewhere else. Whether it's Tempe, Scottsdale, or Glendale/non-East Phoenix. Which I totally don't mind, it's my chance to get out of my house and my area. I hate doing the driving but it's usually worth it to be away for a length of time. Applebee's is very convenient for me because it's so damn close...and so damn fun!
Tool is officially 25 days away. Woo! Tickets are still not sold out too, just balcony seats left.
My best friend turns 22 Thursday, I feel like an asshole for I haven't seen her since April. Not really unusual but, I've been meaning to see her for the past month. I keep telling myself I'm going over there and something else ends up happening every time. Maybe I'll try to come over after the movie tonight, or tomorrow. I came to the conclusion that I'm trying to mentally prepare myself to see her, because all I've been wanting to do lately is have fun. But when I see her, I get the whole rundown of all the horrible shit that's been happening to her since the last time I've seen her. She's not happy and it makes me feel completely helpless. And it just brings me down, I wish I could do more for her but there is nothing I can do to change her situation. I can only be her friend and be there to listen.

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