"How much of human life is lost in waiting" -Ralph Waldo Emerson
I am currently waiting to leave for work, most likely I'll show up early considering that some hours just opened up for me to take. I wait constantly. Sometimes I consider myself very patient but there are just times that I fucking hate waiting. I hate sitting around and wasting my time, of course there are times where I enjoy it...that is, if I have the time.
When I was younger I was always excited about going to high school and then being an adult. The main appeal in that was to use my time the way I wanted to. I didn't have to wait for parents to pick me up or take me somewhere, if I was lucky. I'm 20 years old and I'm not fully living my life the way I want to, I want total control of everything. Scorpios love control, I know some of you would agree. Guess that was always a childhood desire, just to have life to myself. I'm getting there, and I'm enjoying it so far.
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