So-Called Chaos

Bare with me here, this will be a short/shallow post but more shall come...hopefully. My laptop is still done with, I have a tech support working on it now, heh. But I'm currently on ASU campus for the second time since I've graduated. I forgot, yet again, that I have access to use their computers and I still have my parking decal that is valid til August this year. Unfortunately, because I didn't plan on coming to campus I just parked in a pre-paid parking lot. I only paid for an hour, thinking it would be enough. But I parked right next to one of their computer commons, which is usually closed earlier, which is the case now since it's spring break. So I wasted part of that hour walking further to the next computer commons. I have under a half hour to write. And I have yet to decide if I am going to walk back and pay for more...I hate this crap. Too many detours in my life just to get the goddamn Internet. Now that I feel all stressed with the ticking clock, I can't even think well enough of what to blog about. How lame.

But I will remind you that you can still keep up with my twitter updates in the sidebar since I don't need Internet for tweeting. I usually text message my tweets. So I have some sort of connection to the interwebs.

Yeah, I'm not going to pay for more parking, because by then I have to get going to work. And tonight will be an interesting night. I'm fairly nervous. We are having a live DJ coming into the hookah lounge. Luckily the first few hours won't be so busy, and then the DJ comes in at 10pm. It's going to be loud and very packed. Perfect environment for a deaf girl. Jebus. But I will probably make some decent money regardless. I'm still feeling out this job, it's giving me some sort of income, so it helps somewhat. But I still need something. I've already had this thought in my head that this isn't going to be a permanent or very long-term thing. I know that will end up being the case because when I make that kind of decision in my mind, it happens. I've gone into some relationships that way...

I just can't wait til I get something. A steady and decent income. Savings. And eventually my own place. It will be fucking legendary. And my life will finally start. I wanna live my dream.




Despite the complete hectic feelings I'm having at the moment, this video put me at ease. It's a video of a fly by near Saturn. Absolutely gorgeous.