Enclosed Statements

I haven't posted some random facts about me in awhile. So this is what I've come up with.

-I hate scooping ice cream.

-Being sick and living alone has brought me a strange sense of loneliness I've never felt before.

-I have a lot of odd/little mannerisms and social skills like my mom.

-While I'm fascinated with history, I have a hard time remembering any of it and being able to retell it.

-My instant reaction to people doing various things I may not approve of or like is always anger. Which prevents me from being able to make a joke of the situation or a good comeback.

-I tend to text people when I am busy rather than bored.

-I often look up the meanings of words to be sure I am making the correct usage. Especially since my mind tends to have its own unique meanings for some words.

-I hate when people put their "shoed" feet or dirty feet on couches or beds.

-If any bug disgusts me, it's maggots. Yet their feeding habits on decomp is fascinating and vital information to law and science.

-I sometimes wear the same clothes twice, but still technically for a full day.

-I can listen to the same song ALL day.

-I feel if I studied into it and really trained myself I could be a near psychic in reading/feeling people.

-I never forgive or forget, even the stupid things I've done myself.

-I'm still not sure if I've actually been in love.

-While I do not plan or desire to have kids I fear enough that I should still make mental notes of how I'd raise a child if I ever do have one.

-I don't like sitting in front of my TV in my living room while it is off [especially while I am eating]. It makes me eerily uncomfortable. I will turn it on, even if the screen is blank or only to play music.

-I never usually correct acquaintances or strangers when they are politically incorrect in order not to single them out or make them uncomfortable. Yet people feel the need to do this to me. I tend to view this as an uneven encounter or even rude because they just tend to misunderstand me in most cases.

-I am a control freak that doesn't give much of a shit about the stuff other people do. Thus I have more control over my control freakiness! Ha!

-I sweat a lot, even in winter.

-I have a strange enjoyment of my singing voice when I am sick. It hits pitches I can't comfortably do otherwise. It also cracks and squeaks, which amuses me greatly.

-I can find pleasure/enjoyment in literally any movie if it's on. My choices of what to see is what limits my actual viewership and typical movie type.

-Everyone including my closest friends tend to misunderstand and misinterpret me on a regular basis. It continues to prove to me that I'm very hard to read.

-No matter what, I internally criticize parents.

-Any drama related or even sole comedy TV series that I've ever gotten into has made me cry at some point or another.

-When I talk to people about what I do for work, generally working with kids, I always feel the need to let them know that I typically don't really like kids. But I make sure to say that special ed kids have a very special place in my heart.

-I've never liked sharing my art ideas with people in fear of ideas being taken, altered, or criticized. In some cases I share them with specific close friends. But regardless I do not accept criticism unless I ask for it directly from that specific person. It's not that I dislike criticism, it's that I don't care and this is my own unique idea and I plan to go with it no matter what. This deeply affects how I go about my art. When I was younger I would tend to cover my art up when people were around. Now days, I just don't feel comfortable painting or drawing when others are around. This is solely a solitudinous activity for me.