Motivate Me

It's been quite quiet here for about 3 combined reasons: Birthday celebrations, stress and pressure at the home/family front, and I've been putting more effort into applying for jobs the past few days.

Birthday celebrations aside, it's been a stressful weekend...week. That's probably not going to go away til I find a decent job. I need something. So bad. It's driving me out of my head.

Every single member in this household is extremely unhappy. And we've all kinda been stuck here. I'm trying to dig myself back out of this hole. I hope the motivation stays with me this time. To get me out of this comfortable hole I've created.

I certainly don't want to be here by the time I'm 25.