Spider Lady

Yes, everyday I'm still remembering vividly my dreams. Waking up several times, thus resulting in several dreams. Yesterday my dreams were far more personal than I care to share. Today, it's quite the opposite.

The exact environment is slipping my mind, but I want to say I was in a large bathroom, perhaps with two toilets. I noticed a big spider between the wall and one toilet. I decided to leave it be [I love spiders] but this was a humongous black widow with a body at least 3 inches long. When I figured out it was a black widow, I started to get a little nervous. I think I was about to use the other toilet. As I said it was a large bathroom and also seemed to be quite an open space because for whatever reason my brother showed up. At this point I was kind of freaking out about the spider, trying to prevent it from crawling up towards me. My brother was trying to help and I yelled something about a large object, a case of some sort, a distance from us. He grabbed it and dropped it on the spider. A huge pile of bright red blood, almost like paint, was left behind.

To see a black widow in your dream suggests fear or uncertainty regarding a relationship. You may feel confined, trapped, or suffocated in this relationship. You may even have some hostility toward your mate. Because the female black widow has the reputation of devouring its mate, it thus also symbolizes feminine power and domination over men.

The next part involved yet another spider. This spider was also very big, not as big as the black widow, but still freakish looking. It was almost a transparent tan looking. In fact, the way it looked and moved almost seemed like special effects seen in a film. It just looked so unreal, not fake necessarily, but definitely creepy. It was crawling on my legs and feet. It was an extremely fast spider for I kept trying to shoo it away with my hands. Every time I thought I got rid of it, it would still appear somewhere on me. For whatever reason I wasn't as scared of this spider. I definitely knew it wasn't as dangerous as a black widow, but it's still not a pleasant looking creature either. At one point, I waited about a few seconds too long without hitting the spider away and it took this dramatic and almost film-like dive into my skin with its mouth. This was right on the top part of my foot. It was attached to me very tightly that I couldn't just hit it off. Therefore, I decided to put my hands on the inside of the foot of my pants and wrap grab the spider off me with my pants and squish it that way. I know I woke up from this quite abruptly because the bite was quite intense. Nearly had that kind of jump effect. When I woke up I had to remind myself of reality and that there aren't any freakish spiders after me.

To see a spider in your dream indicates that you are feeling like an outsider in some situation. Or perhaps you want to keep your distance and stay away from an alluring and tempting situation. The spider is also symbolic of feminine power or an overbearing mother figure in your life. Alternatively, a spider refers to a powerful force protecting you against your self-destructive behavior. If you kill a spider in your dream, then it symbolizes misfortune and bad luck. 
To see a spider spinning a web in your dream signifies that you will be rewarded for your hard work. You will be promoted in your job or recognized for your achievement in a difficult task. Spiders are also a symbol of creativity due to the intricate webs they spin. On a negative note, spiders may indicate a feeling of being entangled or trapped in a sticky or clingy relationship. It represents some ensnaring and controlling force. You feel that someone or some situation is sucking the life right out of you. Alternatively, if a spider is spinning a web in your dream, then it could be a metaphor for the world wide web and global communication. 
To see a spider climbing up a wall in your dream denotes that your desires will be soon be realized. 
To dream that you are bitten by a spider represents a conflict with your mother or some dominant female figure in your life. The dream may be a metaphor for a devouring mother or the feminine power to possess and entrap. Perhaps you are feeling trapped by some relationship. If you eat a spider or dream that a spider is in your mouth symbolizes your control over a situation. You are not afraid to exert your dominance in a relationship.