The Alchemy of My Mind

8.28.2010

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It feels like a death has occurred...

Sometimes being mature is really fucking hard.

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Pensieri Segreti

Doomed to crumble unless we grow, and strengthen our communication

What if all the world you used to know, is an elaborate dream

Cold silence has a tendency to atrophy any sense of compassion between supposed lovers

Bang my head upon the fault line

The devil and his had me down

Recalling all of the times I have died and will die

Save Pluto

I still stare. From the glare. From the glare. Of the last stare

Nothing seems to satisfy

I wanna feel the change consume me, feel the outside turning in

Somtimes we party a little too hard

In your eyes is a place worth remembering

If you come closer, I'll show you how it feels

But I just don’t know, I don’t know, What else I can do

The devil has my ear today, I'll never hear a word you say

And we'll meet you on the other side

Cater to the hollow

As M.C. Escher said, "My dreams are frightening enough"

Argus

Euphoria

Let's get physical!

All I knew and all I believed are crumbling images

Sometimes I wondered if I was seeing the same things through my eyes that the rest of the world was seeing through theirs

Egyptians believe Scorpions represent initiation into sacred mysteries

Shine on, bright like the Sun

A million light reflections pass over me

We barely remember who or what came before this precious moment

Difficult not to feel a little bit disappointed

And you can't change the way she feels. But you could put your arms around her

Colors all look brighter when you're near

Roşu

Color me once, color me twice. Everything gonna turn out nice

Light up the world

Just zeros and ones

Make love not war

And comforting me with it's three warm and wild eyes

You are the light and way that they will only read about

Hey God, I think you owe me a great big apology

Its source is bright and endless

I may find comfort here

Everything you think you know. Blood ties the sequence ends

Peel off our skin we're gonna burn what we were to the ground

Open my eyes and blind me with your light and your lies

I'll be your fucking rainbow

Golden grounds, so absorbing. When the heat of the sun boils the skin. We have to stand the test of nature to return to where we've been

This body, this body holding me, feeling eternal. All this pain is an illusion

Plenty in this holy garden

You could have it all, my empire of dirt

You've cast your demons out, and not to pull your halo down

Strigoi

Move by will alone

Fade, made to fade. Passion's overrated anyway

Pure as we begin

We move. We break

See my shadow changing, stretching up and over me

My shadow's shedding skin and I've been picking scabs again

You are broken now, but faith can heal you. Just do everything I tell you to do

Sometimes I have everything, yet I wish I felt something

I will find a center in you

Mention something, mention anything...and watch the weather change

I will chew it up and leave

Wander in and wandering

Safe from pain, and truth, and choice, and other poison devils

I could be yours. We can unwind. All these flaws

The wretched

Don't fret precious I'm here

Elsewhere. Indefinitely. Far away. Magnifies and deepens

The light that fueled our fire

Trust me

Days away I still feel you touching me, changing me

Though dreams can be deceiving, like faces are to hearts, they serve for sweet relieving, when fantasy and reality lie too far apart

To bring me closer to you

Capable of all that's imagined and all conceivable

Leap of Fate

Sunspots cast a glare in my eye

Moving up slowly. Inertia keeps. She's moving up slowly. Slowly

Summer is miles and miles away, and no one would ask me to stay

I quietly observe standing in my space. Daydreaming

Exiled

Intrigue

Hard to get along in this car crash weather

Pay no mind what other voices say, they don't care about you, like I do

Time will feed upon your weaknesses

Home

But now I know. So you will not get away with it again. I'm distant in those hollow eyes. For I have reached my end

Shells of rainbow

And you will come to find that we are all one mind

As the walls come down

You believed in movements none could see

Paint your perfect day

Saw that gap again today

I Am Art

Guide me safely in worlds I've never been

Vulnerable, it's alright

It's a full time job

Jesus Christ, why don't you come save my life. Open my eyes and blind me with your light and your lies

Just ignore the smoke and smile

Wish. Wish to fly

Fuck retro anything. Fuck your tattoos. Fuck all you junkies and fuck your short memory

Fabric softener of the mind. Makes everything easy and we slide down. Slide over, you

One great big festering neon distraction

Opening to heal...

THERE'S NO HOPE FOR US HERE, THERE IS ONLY DEATH.

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