Smaerd

This morning I had some epic dream, that I cannot coherently describe but I'll do what I can. Actually, I believe it was a series of dreams. One dream involved a puppy, I think I got a new one, but the dream was a bit emotional. Some sort of relation to Sparky. Another dream involved me and a new friend of mine, we were hanging out and I think he had his shoes off. Then he wanted to see my feet, so I took off my shoes and my feet looked exactly as they do in real life currently. With a little bit of green nail polish on my big toes and all. That is all I remember of that, so it's kind of funny if that was all there actually was. I'm not sure. The bigger dream I had, it was my birthday, only two current friends of mine, my cousin and my brother, the rest being old elementary school friends, were there. All these "old friends" were not good friends, by the way. I'm not sure where the party started but towards the end we were in what may have been my tiny apartment or dorm, I don't know. There were some bugs around the place too, not like dirtiness and bugs everywhere kind of thing. But a very interesting and kind of large black beetle was crawling on my friend and she actually wasn't scared but the beetle would leave a trail of sticky black stringy substance. So when she finally noticed it she had to peel the stuff off of her. Bugs are usually pretty significant in dreams. Let's see: "To see a beetle in your dream, indicates that some destructive influences may be at work in your waking life. You may also feel that your values and beliefs are being compromised. If you dream that beetles are crawling all over you, then it indicates that a lot of minor issues are bugging you." Also "To see a bug in your dream, suggests that you are worried about something. It is symbolic of your anxieties and/or fears. What is literally bugging you? Consider also the popular phrase "bitten by the bug" to imply your strong emotional ties or involvement to some activity/interest/hobby. Alternatively, the bug may be representative of your sexual thoughts." Anyways, some of my old friends left, so just all the current people in my life got into my friend's suburban and started to drive off. But I don't know if any of us knew where we were going because the road was dirt, bumpy, and somewhat difficult. For whatever reason my friend just turned around and dropped us all back over at my place. Everybody then started to leave and I was very disappointed at my birthday's celebration and it was still fairly early in the night. So I decided to go to a bar that I go to in real life. Which is possibly when the foot dream came about, maybe. But I do remember going into the bar and it looked completely different than it really does, it was quite huge but still lit up just the same. I remember a bartender was happy about it being my birthday. And the rest is all fuzzy. Heh, sounds like a real night out I guess.

Oh! But speaking of birthday, my dreadies are a few days and 6 months old now! Woo, halfway there! I really need to bleach my roots, just don't have the time. And with it being winter, I don't see myself washing my hair as much, if at all. It will take too long that the water will get cold and I'll be a shivering fuck.

I'm anxious, for The Lovely Bones comes to theater on Friday and I have exactly 91 pages left to read. That amount is no problem, but I have studying and finals that I should be doing instead. I'll have to seriously force myself to wait. I'll just go see Boondock Saints instead. I think I can handle that.

Everytime I see a bobcat, I laugh to myself and think of Mike Rowe.