Day to Day

Sorry for the quiet time here. I've been writing my thoughts and feelings old school style, pen and paper baby! I'm doing better, so long as I am distracted. Being home is the worst, but being out isn't so bad. A thought occurred to me recently, to visit a puppy store I used to frequent and even applied for a job at. You have the freedom to pet and love any puppy you chose there. It may be sort of a bad idea because I know I'm going to be sad, but regardless it will still put a smile on my face. That's the thing about me, I don't mind sadness, I just about welcome it. The spectrum of human feelings is stunning and for me, to experience them always has the end product of creativity. Art and/or writing get the best of those experiences, so I don't mind. Better to feel than not.

I had a dream about several puppies this morning as well.

Well, I'm going to see New Moon once again. My coworker can't find anyone to go with her, and she won't go alone. I was planning on going again, so I invited her. It will be better than the random strange old lady that decided to sit next to me the first time and talk to me throughout the movie. Fucking A! She was too nice for me to tell her to shut her trap. Anyhow, I hope I enjoy the film and not think about Sparky and this hole/pain inside that resembles the same feelings in the film/novel.

I'm still reading The Lovely Bones, it probably makes me cry more than I would need. But, I think it provides some weird healing process for me. I'm really enjoying it nonetheless.

I have 2 weeks of full classes left until finals. So I guess it's good I'm kind of in a shell, because I have finals and papers to prepare for! Puscifer is in 10 days too!

Well, to put a cherry on top of this post:

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