Bumnut

So I have come to discover that my distraction has a girlfriend. He just mentioned in text that he had to stop by his girlfriend's house to print things. At first I found the situation quite humorous. However now, I'm feeling a bit more bummed. I still feel, however, that this is better than if I were to be outwardly rejected by him in some later time, had I made a move, which I was planning on. And I'm getting extra help in my class and saved from doing the readings. Also, it is good to know that I am still capable of being attracted to men. Even if they're taken. I still plan to tell him some stupid speech I've had rehearsed in my head a million times over [which technically was going to be my "move," depending how he takes it]. I couldn't spit it out while we were studying today, for we are still in awkward conversational phase. Heh, this is why I think it's funny. I'm so fucking retarded. I'm going to read MLIA and cheer myself up.

As for other news, here's the Scorpio's horoscope for the month, which couldn't be any more true: Could life be any sweeter? Venus is making you attractive to all, yet Mars is saying to slow down. Those born November 1-10 could have awkward moments and difficult choices all month. Make sure you frolic, particularly after November 9.

Well tomorrow morning 6:14am, I will be exactly 22 years old. Hooray!