Crave

Verb (used with object): to long for; want greatly; desire eagerly: to crave sweets; to crave affection.

Repressed sexual energy is not good for anybody.

I have come to the realization, which sounds more logical the more I think about it, that as you get older, the periods of no sexual activity/affection become harder and harder to cope with. This never used to be so much a big deal for me. But now I find myself craving more, I feel more repressed than ever. I feel, sometimes when around certain people that all this energy is just going to explode out of me. I feel like I may come upon the day where self control no longer understands the meaning of "control."

I crave skin. Warm skin. I want to wrap my face in someone's neck and inhale their scent. I want to run my fingers through someone's hair and pull on it. I want to touch lips. I want to stop writing this.