Don't Let Me Go

It's a good thing I have this blog because I nearly forgot that I was planning on painting tonight. I decided to make some spaghetti [which I haven't done in awhile] and hang out with Mike Rowe on the TV. But then I went online to see my reminder to myself to paint, so I did. I didn't get a whole lot done since I have to be at work in the morning, but I at least have some direction going. I know I've said this before, but I love getting covered in paint. It goes along with the metaphor of scars being the evidence of a battle wound and how people like and appreciate that. That is how I feel with paint dried onto my epidermis, I feel like I've accomplished something. In addition, to put it plainly, I think it's sexy. It feels sexy to me, yet I never got around to playing with body paints. Oh well.

I sometimes think how worthless current research and studies are because some day we'll all be extinct. It's a fact.

I feel so happy today, I love when I have a night of real intense fun, something different, or even something incredibly enlightening. Man, those are the best times and I'll spend the whole next day obsessing about it. Today, I definitely feel loved.

Here are some lyrics that have been stuck in my head and mean something today.

There's some things we don't talk about
Rather do without
And just hold the smile
Falling in and out of love
Ashamed and proud of
Together all the while

You can never say never
Why we don't know when
Time and time again
Younger now than we were before

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

Picture you're the queen of everything
As far as the eye can see
Under your command
I will be your guardian
When all is crumbling
Steady your hand

You can never say never
Why we dont know when
Time, time and time again
Younger now then we were before

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

We're pulling apart and coming together again and again
We're growing apart but we pull it together, pull it together, together again

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go