Hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell.
That song could not better describe the feelings I have in different times in different situations. Two of the most recent, definitely.
After I broke up with my last ex-boyfriend, he notified me that he gave his mom and sister my number because they still want to keep in contact with me. I haven't heard from either of them until today. His sister texted me, we're getting together for lunch this weekend. Should be interesting, and not bad...so long as the past isn't mentioned to bring back the memories. You can take back your memories, they're no good to me. I don't mind seeing her, or if I see their mom. I just don't want to relive the infuriating experience of the aftermath of my realizations of how stupid I was. Stupid to be so obsessive and thus, blind. I'm pretty sure I'll have to explain it. I just hope more good comes from it than bad. At least they don't hate me, or anything close to it. They're good people and I appreciate that even though it has been seven months, they still wish to contact me. I may be exaggerating the badness of this situation but I'm trying to stress the fact that I have to bring it all back, I'd rather just talk about the now. Now you'll never see, what you've done to me.
And truth be told, I miss you.
That song could not better describe the feelings I have in different times in different situations. Two of the most recent, definitely.
After I broke up with my last ex-boyfriend, he notified me that he gave his mom and sister my number because they still want to keep in contact with me. I haven't heard from either of them until today. His sister texted me, we're getting together for lunch this weekend. Should be interesting, and not bad...so long as the past isn't mentioned to bring back the memories. You can take back your memories, they're no good to me. I don't mind seeing her, or if I see their mom. I just don't want to relive the infuriating experience of the aftermath of my realizations of how stupid I was. Stupid to be so obsessive and thus, blind. I'm pretty sure I'll have to explain it. I just hope more good comes from it than bad. At least they don't hate me, or anything close to it. They're good people and I appreciate that even though it has been seven months, they still wish to contact me. I may be exaggerating the badness of this situation but I'm trying to stress the fact that I have to bring it all back, I'd rather just talk about the now. Now you'll never see, what you've done to me.
And truth be told, I miss you.
And truth be told, I'm lying...
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Don't live in the past. Learn from it or it will consume you. If you never learn, you'll never move on.
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