For the First Time

while being single, I actually don't feel lonely. I don't crave someone to share experiences with nearly as much as I have in the past. I've came to that realization, it's quite nice. But I wonder, with the minor help of a friend that that is the reason for this lack thereof. It's possible, but I'm not sure, don't think it has a big enough effect anyways. However, I got about 6 amazing friends [including the one mentioned above] plus a cousin, whom I barely ever talk to anymore. Each of these friends have a special place in my heart in this moment of my life.
R [7.2]: You still have my unconditional love no matter what. I'm glad that no matter what happens you are always there. Don't ever go away.
M [11.18]: You keep me sane...by allowing me to be my crazy self. You let me get it out there and sort things out, heh sounds like I'm calling you my personal organizer. Hmph, maybe you are. I still continue to admire you everyday and even if you don't always think you're an amazing person, I think you are and I'm glad to be a part of your life.
R [2.25]: I understand you very well and apparently you understand me just as much. I'm glad to have someone like you in my life to express my retarded side and just let things go. I don't have the kind of fun I do with others that I do with you.
B [8.25]: I'm glad we are getting much closer, I couldn't have asked for a better way to spend my Thursday nights. It's nice to be able to talk so much and forget the concept of time. There's so much more to learn about you and I'm glad. You have this amazing positive aura and I always feel great and inspired after I see you. I wish those nights would never end.
J [9.21]: You are one of the very few people who declare your appreciation for me, and for that I appreciate you so much more. I enjoy talking/texting you all the time even though I feel like I have ran out of things to say...which is really impossible with us. Thanks for letting me be me. I hope to jebus that you will find better friends and have a better life. You are too good for the shit you deal with now. Your potential always stands out to me.
S [9.20]: You are one of my top friends, I wouldn't of thought to write this whole thing if it weren't for you saying so about me. But you have your own special category, it's kind of rated R...or X. Thank you for truly knowing the type of person I am in the core and for always being honest and giving me some of the oddest insights. You've definitely affected my life and I'm glad our time together has finally come.
R [9.15]: You piss me off a lot but I love you anyways...