Ok post number 5 for the day....guess this is what happens when I don't have a car. Maybe. Whatever.
Anyways, important announcement: I'm sitting here thinking and thoroughly planning out a transformation of my hair. Yes, my hair. For those that know me, it's a huge deal. I've had my hair split down the middle, left half multicolor and right half black. This is has been my identity for the last 6 years. People know me that way. I've come close to changing it a few times but haven't really had a strict reason or deadline to do it. I've been waiting for a worthy job to cause the need for the change. It's kind of given me minor panic attacks [an exaggeration] when I've come close to it. Anyways I've had an idea for a new hair do for awhile and I'm totally fucking bored and annoyed with my hair currently. I've considered shaving it many times, which could still be an option depending how this turns out [which always sounds so appealing]. So, the plan! Tomorrow I will make the change, this isn't quite set to stone but this is the biggest advance I've made towards doing it. I have the supplies laid out and a written plan so I don't forget stupid details. We'll see how the panic sets in and maybe I'll end up doing something else only to continue the same style. I'm really not sure how I'll feel yet, kind of scary. It's not my hair I'm worried about, it's the ending of an identity I've embraced for so long. I'm actually getting nervous just writing this. My pulse is rising a bit, my arms are feeling a little weak. It's better I'm writing this rather than telling anyone [even though they would support me all the way] I just know that talking abut it would only make me not want to do it even more. Ah, I'm freaking out. This is crazy. Whenever photobucket isn't undergoing maintenance I'll post a slideshow tribute to my hair :p
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