Vamp

I'm rereading Twilight, and I gotta say, it doesn't get old whatsoever. Excuse the obvious fact that most of my blogs are about the Twilight series these days. I mean, come on, nothing is better than being in that mind state ;) well except for having my own personal vampire. I've made the decision long ago that if the chance ever presented itself to me that I, without a doubt, would choose to become a vampire. Until now I've had no desire for eternity. Scientists and what not are trying to find ways for people to live longer and well, to look younger. I personally don't see the point, I surely don't want to live longer. I don't even want to go past 50. I'm not a nihilist, but I don't believe there's a whole lot of purpose to life, so I stick with just the experience of life. I don't believe in a higher power, don't believe in heaven or hell. I think people should stop wasting their lives stressing over the idea of fucking it up and going to hell, or ridding themselves of sins to reach heaven. What kind of life is that? Stop wasting your life, relax, breathe. Make what you can of a heaven in your life now. I don't know how to further stress this: BE HAPPY. I'm learning more and more on just how to not let things get you down, when being down doesn't solve anything. The only good outcome I see of being unhappy is the creation of any form of art. Heh.

But back to eternity, I just thought how awesome it would be a vampire, in a wholly different light. I would probably not kill a ton of people, but rather, I would have the rest of several lifetimes to read every book that I desire. To master any skill that I wish, to watch evolution diminish, to witness and create whatever I will. For the first time eternity appeals to me. And I like it.