Realizations

I realized I'm happier than I've been in quite some time.
I realized that who I thought was the best boyfriend I've ever had really wasn't.
I realized that I kept myself from saying negative things about him, so those thoughts never really entered and evolved in my mind.
Til now.
Like a waterfall.
Yet again I take the fall for letting that happen to me.
No regrets, only knowledge to learn from. A lot.
I enjoy how my thoughts on love/relationships/marriage/family have evolved so much when I thought it couldn't continue to do so.
In further words, I'm happy as fuck to be single.
It's never been this nice.
People simply hinder me when I let them get that close to me.