Feelings of us being doomed in the future are all I ever have anymore. I've lost a large amount of my faith. I'm even obsessed with films involving the end of the world and/or humanity in some shape or form.
When I was actually obsessed with the future, that was something that I looked forward to the most. Still do, to some point of optimism. I always thought about how I would look, what I would be doing, how my friends would be, what I was living in, and most of all being happy and the full control I would have over my very own life. That was a big deal to me. Sometimes I see all my hard work with school leading me absolutely nowhere but just a waste of time straight to a shitty depressed economy and an eternal winter. I hope you picked up the last clues I just referenced. Too much shit is going down. And no one is prepared.
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